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I know that I have not spent much time with them as you would like but I know that we get along. I have been talking to Max, we like a lot of the same stuff. Just give me a chance to show you that we belong to each other."
"I can't Trey, I can't share my life with you or anyone else for that matter. I love my boys way to much to put them through anything like that divorce was again."
Now walk away, lock yourself in your bathroom.
Don't look back. You don't need to see his perfect tanned, well built, muscular body. His soft kissable lips. Thick black hair you enjoyed running your fingers through. Or his hard as steel, soft as velvet cock.
Damn you, you looked back and now you are dripping between your legs.
Why must he stand there, looking like a fucking Asian god that always gets his way. His eyes so dark with raw desire, his dick standing straight up yelling,
"yea, I know you want to suck me again. Then let me slide into your tight pussy."
Why am I being so hard headed and stubborn. I know what I feel and how I feel, and yet I continue to deny us both.
Just shut the bathroom door, get into a cool shower and relax. He will be gone by the time I get out.
Trey
Fuck, she just won't give in.
She is the most infuriating, intoxicating, indescribable woman I have ever laid eyes on. I tell her how I feel and she still walks away from me. How am ever going to make her see that I want her forever?
Damn, should I leave or should I walk into the bathroom, pin her to the wall and make her see how much I want her. Yup that sounds like the better plan. No hesitating, no talking nothing. Just full force of me in her.
Saying it like that made it sound bad. God not what I meant. I will make sure she wants it first.
Now to just be quiet and sneak into the bathroom. Damn, glad I'm not talking out loud to anyone, they would think I am some kind of stalker trying to rape her. Just shut up Trey and go after her.
Fuck me she is beautiful. Is she crying? Shit I made her cry. She is standing here with her back to the door, facing the wall crying. I can't let her cry over me.
"Turn around Jenny."
"Can't you just go away? I can't take it anymore."
"Then admit you are mine."
"No. I will never be yours. No matter how you phrase it. It all means the same damn thi...."
I knew kissing her would shut her up. Now to just get her to wrap her legs arou.... Okay that will work. Apparently she don't need any convincing.
"Trey, please fuck me. Don't tease me anymore."
"No I won't fuck you, not like this. I want you to love me, to admit that you love me."
"But Trey, please I'm not asking you to make love to me, I'm asking you for a real hard fuck. One that will leave me sore tomorrow and then for you to leave me alone forever."
Holy blue fucking hell, did she really just say that to me? To fuck her and leave her. Damn she really is damaged from that asshole. What woman would want to be treated that way? I want to love her forever and she just wants a real hard fucking. Okay if that is what she wants than that is what she will get. I'll fuck her so hard she will only want me for the rest of her life.
"You sure that is what you want, for me to fuck you and than you leave you fore ever?"
"Yes."
She doesn't look to sure. Let me see if I can get her to compromise with me.
"I will fuck you right here and right now."
Look at her eyes light up, I'm gonna pick her up and slide into her to make her mind blur with sensation.
"Goddamn you are tight, and so wet. Shit. I will fuck you now like you want, if you, give me the rest of the week to keep fucking you anyway I want. And than after that, shit baby you feel so good. After that I will leave you alone forever if that is what you truly want."
Damn, I think I am torturing myself more than I am her. I have to kiss her body, and those nipples so perky and needing to be bitten.
"Fine, just please fuck me Trey, I have wanted you for far to long to keep denying you and now that you are in me, I don't want you to pull out until I come all over your dick several times."
"Deal, and Jenny, by the end of this week you will admit that you love me."
I can't believe it, well yes I can. She admitted she needs me, even if she is saying it is to just fuck. God, to finally feel myself slamming into her wet warm pussy that just welcomed me is unbelievable and indescribable.
"Fuck me hard Trey, please."
"If that is the case than I need you on a bed. I want to slam into your cunt so hard you scream my name so loud they will be able to hear you in Tokyo."
"Whatever, just kiss me again. And don't put me down, or pull out."
"As you wish, this is your fucking however you want it to a certain point."
Shit, she is so intense. I love the way she kisses me, sucking on my tongue and bitting my lip. Turns me on even more. I'm gonna have to fuck her against the wall, from behind, have her ride me. There is so much I want to do with her and a week is no where near long enough or soon enough. I want to feel her tight virgin ass squeezing my cock as I come in it.
"You still want me to fuck you in the ass while I fuck your pussy with your vibrator?"
"Mmm hmm. You fill me up Trey, stretching me. I never knew I could be filled like this or stretched this far and it feel so good. Don't ever stop fucking me."
"I know you told me not to pull out, but I have to lay you face down on the bed. Put the pillows under your stomach so your ass is up in the air. Spread your knees, and lay your arms out so that you are up on your elbows. I want to fuck you from behind and watch your ass turn red every time I smack it. Good just like that."
Shit look at her, being all submissive and sexy. I want her tied back up.
"Baby I'm gonna tie you back up. I don't want you moving while I'm fucking you.
"Make me come first."
"Okay, if that is what you want."
"I want us both to have the pleasure. Not just me."
"Just be patient, stop talking and we both can enjoy everything together. We are the same Jenny. We need the same things from sex, love and life. And now that you are all tied up. I will fuck you so hard you can't walk tomorrow. Isn't that how you wanted it. For me to SLAM, my cock into you."
"Oh god yes. More. Please. More. Shit Trey, harder, fuck me harder."
"Scream my name, Jenny. Who's pussy is this Jenny?"
"It's my pussy, I own my pussy."
"Wrong answer again, for that I will smack your ass until you tell me who's pussy this is."
"It's my pussy. Harder, faster. Oh shit, yes.
Damn never in my life would I of known fucking her would be like this. And look here what rolls next to my leg, the butt plug. I want it to be in her ass right now.
"Jenny,I'm going to slide a finger in you, are you ready."
No answer, she is to lost to me now. Slowly I will slide it in. God her ass is tight, just like I knew it would be. Now another finger. Listen to her scream for more, I guess it's time to make her come all over my dick. I need her to suck my cock and make me come or else I will hurt her.
"Right there Trey, harder, fuck my ass and pussy harder."
"Like this baby. Fuck you like this?"
"God, yes. I'm coming, don't stopppppppp. Shit Treyyyyy."
"Let me untie you. I want you to suck my dick again."
"Hurry up, I want to feel your come slide down my throat again."
"Be careful moving. The butt plug is in you. I'm going to eat your pussy again too. You taste so damn sweet."
"How did you get it in me. I don't remember the pain."
"Baby you were screaming for me to fuck your ass harder, that's when I was pushing it in."
"Keep fingering me, you fingers feel good inside of me. But before I suck your dick, I need a little more of my pussy juice."
"God lay back and finger your pussy for me again. Make yourself come this time. I can wait."
Look
at that, so wet, went from being a pretty pink, to a seductive red from the slamming. Wish her hand wasn't in the way so that I can smack her cunt again. I want to see her lips turn red too.
"Shit Trey I'm coming again. Oh my god, it feels so much fucking better with that in. Fuck me again Trey, with it in."
"No. Come kiss me, than suck my dick again. There is still so much I want to do with you."
"As you wish."
Chapter 3
Jennifer
This thing feels funny in me now. How could I not notice he was putting it in me? Never have I been fucked like that. I don't know how much more I can take. He said all I have to do is say stop and he will. But I don't want him to stop. He felt so good in me. Even now, his fingers feel incredible. I'm excited because I get to suck his dick again.
God it was such a turn on to have him watch me play with myself. My ex never enjoyed that. He would tell me that it was disgusting for a woman to touch herself like that in front of her husband. Well fuck him. Here is a man that knows what my body needs and my mind. Everything he has done so far is acceptable for a man and woman to do.
"I love sucking your dick. The way it feels in my mouth. A silky kinda hard steel."
"I like you rubbing your juice on me. Suck him now please. I need to come."
Mmmm, just like before, besides with me on him. Never did I think it was possible to be bent over him like this and feel no shame or embarrassment that I even wanted to do it. Sliding up and down on him is making the butt plug move inside me and makes me want to come.
"Should I feel like I am going to come with just this in my ass. It feels good rubbing in me and I want to scream in pleasure and come again."
"Then do it, just enjoy everything and don't stop sucking my dick. Right there. I like when you run your tongue around the tip. I'm gonna come. Swallow me baby. Shit!"
Damn, he taste so good. I am not going to survive this. I am going to end up yelling that I love him not matter how hard I try not to. I don't want to hurt him in the end and I don't want him to hurt me. I know he is just after the sex no matter how many times he says different. No man like him wants a single mother of three boys to be his future.
"You really do enjoy sucking me off, don't you?"
"Yes why?"
"Crawl up to me. Because you looked like you were in heaven sucking on it."
"I was and I was thinking too. My mind goes a hundred miles a minute when you are around and everything that we have done tonight and talked about doing has it going a thousand miles in mere seconds."
"What's on your mind baby girl?"
"Err, don't call me baby girl. Especially not after what we have done and what is still currently in my ass. And you are on my mind, why do you want me?
"Because you make me smile, you make me laugh even after a long stressful day. My first thought in the morning is you and you are the last thought I have before I fall asleep. I dream of you every night. I have known for awhile that I am in love with you and I can see in your eyes that you at least care enough about me to let me in your bed tonight."
"I do care about you and that's why I never wanted anything with you. I don't want to hurt you. I never want to marry again or be in any kind of serious relationship. When can I take this out of me?"
"I know you love me, I can see it your eyes, hear it your voice, feel it in your body. It's all there but it's the actual words that I want to hear you speak. And I will take it out after I eat you again. I need to have your sweet pussy juice on my tongue. You are beautiful Jenny just how you are. I would never ask you to change a thing about you. Now, on your back and let me enjoy my small piece of heaven."
Shit with words like that and a tongue that works wonders how am I not going to fall in love with him and not want a future? Shit he feels so good, and god I love when he slides his finger in me. I know that I love him, I've known since before I even got divorced, since before we even split up. He was and still is always there for me making me smile, and making me laugh. Like I do for him. I look forward to his morning text and texting him at night.
Shit I can't think anymore, I need to come. He sets my body on fire.
"Make me come baby, please make me come. Then fuck me again."
"Scream my name, tell me who you belong to."
"ME! I belong to me TREY, god right there TREY!"
"Mmmm, you taste so sweet, let them juices flow love, let me have it all."
"I can't baby, I'm so sleepy now."
"You need to go clean up. Take a hot shower then we can sleep."
"Take this out of me."
"I will in the shower. Come on let's go. You are going to be sore."
"I'm sore now."
"I will carry you love."
"Why be so sweet to me when I won't give you what you want?"
I don't get it, no matter how many times I tell him, he still stays.
"Because I know that I love you, I don't give up on something that I want."
"But all you want is sex, once you fuck me in the ass you will leave, there is nothing after that to keep you with me."
"That's is where you are wrong. Here step into the shower and bend over and relax."
Holy shit, that hurts in such a good way. Should I really be enjoying this kind of pain? I feel dirty and satisfied.
"There all out. Turn around let me rub you down and wash you."
"Okay. I just want to go to sleep."
Never have I been so spent from a night of sex. Never have I had a night of sex. It use to be just enough to get the job done. Never anything fun exciting or mind blowing. Having both pleasure and pain that I now crave. I have my freaky wanton slut side of me now that has been released and had her taste of freedom.
Then there still is my sane side saying all this is bad. Who do I listen to? My wanton slut who thinks with our vagina and turned into a hoe. Or my sane side that thinks with her head and is boring and missing so much.
"Lets go to bed. Want me to carry you?"
"No I can walk, but kiss me again."
I love how he kisses me so soft and gentle, nibbling on my lips and caressing my tongue with his. It's like their own private sting dance. And his hands, holy shit his hands, rough against my skin, feels good with every touch. I need to just admit to him I never want him to stop touching me.
He picked me up. I can't believe he just picked me up like I weighed nothing. But he never stopped kissing me. I can't stay awake for any more. I am already hurting.
"I need sleep. Please."
"Yes baby I know. Go to sleep. I will be here when you wake."
"Stay next to me."
"Since you asked. But I was going to stay anyways. All part of my master plan."
"Your stupid Trey."
He feels so good next to me, holding me in his arms. How am I not going to tell him how I feel about him if he is going to hold me in a way I have never been held before?
Gently running his fingers through my hair, and singing softly. How did he know that I love when a guy sings to me. My ex told me that was a stupid trait to want in a guy. I never thought so.
This man here in my bed has just about every trait I look for in a man, and yet I still refuse his affections. I am trying to make myself believe that all it is sex, when I know it's not.
What am I to do?
Trey
I need for her to admit her feelings about me to me. I can see it in her eyes she has admitted them to herself. Her beautiful smile says it all.
We make each other laugh, smile and just plain happy. I am my true self with her, not the man everyone expects me to be.
"I love you Jenny."
*****
"Good morning beautiful. How did you sleep?"
"Honestly, it was the best sleep in along time."
"Good, lets get breakfast. I'm starving after last night and the past few days."
"I am going to shower first then I will meet you downstairs when I am done. And by the way, I like my eggs scrambled a
nd smothered in cheese. Plus a cup of hot tea."
"I know how you like your eggs and your tea. Go shower but kiss me first and tell me what I want to hear. Who do you belong to?"