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  Nice and slow Trey, don't rush it. Listen to her scream for me to just slam it in her. To fuck her. I want to make love to her so bad but not until....god she feels so good. Keep the rhythm Trey, don't lose it.

  Fucking hell, I'm gonna come.

  Control yourself. Not yet. She needs to finish again.

  "Harder Trey. Please harder. I am yours. I have been since before the first time."

  "That's what I wanted to hear love. Come for me now. Come all over that vibrator. Feel me come in your tight hot ass."

  Finally she admits it. Now I can make love to her the way I want to.

  "Tell me you love me Jenny, tell me."

  "No."

  "I will smack your ass if you don't."

  "Right there don't stop."

  "Right here baby. Like this. How about when I do this."

  God I love the redness her ass gets when I smack it. My perfect hand print on her beautiful ass, that's now mine.

  "Do it again, please."

  "You begging me to punish you? To smack your ass again."

  "Yes. Please do it again."

  "You are incredibly sexy. Come for me."

  I can't hold back any longer. I have to fuck her harder. Shit, I'm gonna explode.

  "God Trey!"

  "That's it baby, let it go. Come for me. Your mine, this is my ass. My pussy. You belong to me and only me. FUCK ME JENNY."

  That was the most amazing thing I have ever felt. Never have a I gotten off like that. Ease out carefully. Mmm look at that come, dripping down her lips to her clit.

  "I need to lick you Jenny, flip over. Let me have your sweet juice."

  "It's all yours. I love when you eat me."

  My own bit of heaven, right here in this bed, finally mine. I need to hear her scream my name again, feel her pussy tighten around my fingers when I make her finish.

  "Who do you belong too Jenny?"

  "You, I belong to you."

  "That's good, now I want you to scream my name when you come."

  Love when she forces my head closer to her pussy. I never would of guessed she had this much sexual drive in her.

  "God, TREY, I'm coming. God I lo...."

  Mmm one of the greatest sounds ever. She almost said it. As much as I would love to hear her scream it like that. I want her to tell me when I'm not licking her cunt.

  I will pretend I didn't hear her. Brush it off.

  "I love to hear you scream my name when you come. Lets go get cleaned up."

  "I can't move."

  "I will carry you to the bathroom. We can rinse off, than I will start you a bath."

  "Sounds good. I hurt everywhere, but in a good way. Until you, I never knew pain could feel so good."

  "There is a lot we can teach each other. You just have to give me the chance."

  "There is no chance to give you. I already told you what you wanted to hear. My pussy belongs to you and so does my ass. There is nothing else to give."

  "There is everything to give Jenny. You just have to open up about it and give it to me. You have it, just let it go."

  "No. And I can run my own bath. You got everything you wanted from me."

  Chapter 5

  Jennifer

  I almost told him I loved him. I can't do it. I need him out of my house. But I don't want him to go. I want him to fight me on this and join me in the bath like he did last time.

  I'm so sore, I hope it's not like this every time. I might not be able to handle it. A hot bath that's what I need.

  Ah, the water feels so good. I figured he would of been in here by now. Maybe he is waiting for me to get out. Letting me enjoy the peace and serenity of my bath.

  He's gone. He left while I was in the shower. I can't believe it. I knew all he wanted was to fuck. Well fuck him. I don't need him or any man. Like I said before. I have lasted this long without him I can last forever. Fuck him.

  Am I really crying over him. Yes I am. God why did I let him get to me. Let myself believe that he actually wanted me beyond sex. Stupid, that's what I am. I let my wanton slut take charge and now look the rest of me is hurting. Damn bitch. She can now rot in her own hell. No sex for her at all, FOREVER!

  It has been three days since I have heard from him. Guess it's time to get my life back. Time to get ready for this banquet. Now that I'm going alone since he was supposed to be my date.

  There are a lot of people here. Thank you lord I don't have to socialize that much. I can just do my rounds and get out. I'm not up for all the mingling and dancing. Two hours should be plenty of time spent at this thing.

  Finally I'm free and at home. my last night alone before the boys come home.

  It's so good to be home.

  Now to undress and take a hot bath.

  "You look beautiful tonight."

  "Holy shit Trey you scared me. What are you doing in my room again. I cussed you and swore you off. You left me and didn't even say goodbye. I knew all you wanted was to fuck."

  "I never left you. Well I did physically. But I had a damn good reason to. Where are the boys?"

  "With their father still. And what reason was that? Fuck my ass and be done with me."

  "Never. This was my reason."

  Did he really just drop to his knee? Holy shit he is going to propose. I can't do this.

  "Trey, please don't."

  "I have to Jenny. I want you to spend your life lying to me about how much you love me. I want to wake up in the morning begging you to tell me. I already know that you do and so do you. I am your forever and you are mine. Please Jenny just marry me. Let me show you how a man is suppose to love his wife everyday."

  Tears again, I am crying again. Fuck. Why does he make me cry so much now?

  "Yes."

  "Really, yes?"

  "Yes. I know that I love you, I don't want to hurt you that's why I always said no. I didn't think I could ever love again. But when you left me the other day after what we did. I knew for sure that I loved you unconditionally. I cried for you every night. I slept in your spot because it smelled like you still. I want you Trey. I belong to you and only you. Now and forever."

  "Damn Jenny, that might of been the greatest thing to ever come out of your mouth. Let me make love to now. Slow and passionate."

  What I have been wanting, for him to make love to me. To slowly undress me, kiss down my body in a caressing way. I am loving when he picks me up like this.

  Gracefully he lays me on the bed, not flipping me to my stomach. One by one, piece by piece he removes my shoes, my black stockings, my black lace garter belt. Leaving soft kisses down my legs as he pulls off my matching black lace thongs.

  Never have I felt more sexy and desired than I do right now.

  "I'm sorry Trey that I deprived us both for so long."

  "You never have to apologize for it. A patient man gets what he desires most."

  How can I not love a man like this? I am here, on my bed naked, not tied down, watching the most amazing man worship my body. Kissing every inch of me.

  Slowly sliding into me, making my body tremble from the connection and with the anticipation of what is to come.

  Holding me tight, kissing me softly. Whispering in my ear how good I feel wrapped around him. My fingers raking down his back, my legs wrapped around his hips, pulling him deeper into me.

  Perfectly our bodies move together, as one. No slamming, or smacking, or even fucking, no toys of any kind. It's pure passionate love of giving in.

  Chapter 1

  Jennifer

  Here it is three years past my divorce and I am still depending on my vibrator to get me through another fantasy about Trey. Why can't I just let go and have a little fun with him? I know he wants me, he makes it very clear. He is the most gorgeous man I have ever seen. Even married I never felt this turned on than when he is near me. I mean fuck me, he doesn't even have to say a word for me to get wet and worked up. All he ever does is smile and I am ready to drop my panties. But yet all the times he has hinte
d or tried, I have refused him like he doesn't turn me on.

  God what is wrong with me?

  Now I am standing here in front of my mirror, trying to figure out why he is so persistent. I have three kids, just shy of thirty, extremely curvy, average looking, and I'm short. What is there to like? And yet the man still tries to get me not only into his bed tied up, but to date him, fall in love and get married. That will never happen, no matter what he does or says.

  Besides I know that he knows my kids, but he has never spent any real time with them, we mostly talk or text or he comes over late at night after they are sleeping. Guess I could consider it a positive that he knows of them and hasn't run off yet.

  Oh, well.

  Better go crawl into my very lonely bed with Big Willy and pretend that it is Trey screwing the hell out me while I am tied up. Damn just thinking that and I am already wet. I need to clear my head of this man, stop talking to him, something.

  I wonder if this time I can be brave enough to try the butt plug, and maybe by the end of the week I can use Willy Jr. in there and Big Willy in my pussy. Anna said it is one of the most intense pleasures I can have, but more enjoyable if I can get a guy or two to do it. I don't know about two, but I would like to try it with just one.

  Maybe before I get down to business, I will read some and then text Trey, that always gets me all worked up.

  I have a missed call and several texts. Damn he is so sexy I love when he randomly sends my pics of himself smiling, like he knows it turns me on.

  What you doing?

  Should I tell him that I am about to lay on my bed and get off looking at his picture he just sent and pretending that he has me tied up to the bed? Uh no.

  I'm reading. What you doing?

  I hate waiting for him to respond, don't know why, he always does instantly.

  All you do at night is read. I am thinking about you tied to your bed.

  Did he really just say that about me? I do more than read. I'm just not telling him that. Shit here I am talking out loud again. Well at least I am alone.

  "So what else do you do at night that you won't tell me?"

  "Holy fucking purple monkey shit. How did you, you just scared the hell out of me. How did you get in here?"

  "With my key, I made it the day we went to the hardware store together."

  God did he have to step closer to me? He always smells so good, it makes me wet.

  "You made a copy of my key? Why?"

  "To protect you."

  "That's stalking. I don't need protection. Besides from you."

  "It's not stalking. I care about you and want to know that you are safe."

  I hope he gets closer to me. Wait no I don't. I can't want him. I will only end up hurt. They cheat, they all cheat and lie.

  "What are you thinking about?"

  "One why you are in my house. Two, that all men cheat and lie."

  "We all don't and everyone lies. Even you."

  "No I do not."

  "Yes you do. Every time I am around you, you swear you don't want me but I can see the arousal in your eyes. Your cheeks flush, your eyes become glossy. You unknowingly lick your lips hoping that once, just once I won't listen to you and take you into my arms like this, and kiss you until neither one of us can breathe."

  How did he know that? Never have I said that out loud to anyone! His hands feel so damn good on my body, I never want him to take them off of me until I am so spent, I can't move.

  Trey

  Damn, even after her shower, her scent is still so intoxicating. I am not taking no for an answer. I have waited for five years to have her. The first two she was married and I respected that, the last three is because she always told me no. Not tonight, nothing will stop me from having her scream my name over and over. I will have her so spent, she can't move from my arms. I want her to fall in love with me, to trust me. There is so much I want to show her and share with her. I want her to know that I will never get bored with her.

  "Jenny, what's going through your mind right now?"

  "I am going to lie and say nothing. I want you to let me go. I need to put clothes on. I can't continue standing here in my towel in front of a drop dead sexy as sin all male man and not jump your bones."

  "That is the most honest you have ever been with me since we started talking. I can see the desire in your eyes. Why won't you give into me?"

  "Because I refuse to let another man, take me down the road of falling in love with him just to get bored with me several months after I marry him. I will never get married or fall in love with another man. All I need is in that night stand, him and I do just fine together."

  "That's how you are going to spend the rest of your life? Is with a vibrator? What about the passion or the intimacy? Or even trying new things you have never experienced before? Or having a man hold you after he just made the most intense love to you, kissing your body and telling you how beautiful you are?"

  "I don't need any of that. It only leads to me having feelings and the man finding someone younger, skinner, prettier and with bigger breast. There is always some female better than me and I won't let myself go there again."

  Is she really comparing me to her ex-husband? I would never leave this woman and I know that I could never become bored with her. I have spent so much time telling her this, guess the only thing left to do is show her.

  "Jenny, what if I tell you that you already went down that road. Deep down in your heart. Right about here."

  Holy shit she smells so good, and she is letting me place a kiss between her breast without freaking out on me. Guess I am on the right track with her.

  "Sorry got lost in the feel of your skin against my lips. As I was saying and doing, deep down you love me. If you didn't, one you would not let me kiss you like this, and second you would not of spent three years rejecting my every move to have you as mine. And that is what you are, mine! I know how I feel about you, I want you to admit how you feel about me to yourself. I don't care if it is out loud and I hear or in private just you and your reflection. But as of right now, I am going to show you how much I want you."

  "I don't get why someone like you wants someone like me. I am chubby and short, average looking. I have three boys who are pushing teenage years. I work to much wiping old people's asses, and I am boring. As you said earlier, I am always reading. That's all I do in my spare time besides the occasional vibrator night just to get me through."

  "What do you mean someone like me? What makes me any different than you?"

  "Your extremely successful. You have no baggage with you. Your tall, gorgeous, rich, the most desired Asian man of our time. I mean hell you put Jet Li to shame and he has always been one man I wanted to fuck the shit out of."

  "To much info about Jet Li, but I see who my competition is now. And I knew that you weren't boring. There is so much more to you that not even you can see. And by your last statement, I can tell there is even more I want to discover."

  Here is my chance I have to make my move now or lose her forever. I just need to kiss her, let her know I want her. Get her to feel that desire in her and my hard cock.

  "Baby, to me you are everything that I need. It doesn't bother me that you have three boys, I can't father children so to me that is an amazing bonus. But you knew this about me. You being short makes it even more fun to pick you up like this. I wouldn't call you chubby, you have the sexist curves a woman can have. Never have been a fan of the skin and bones kind of woman. I'm two years older than you so your age means nothing to me. Feel what you do to me Jennifer, only you can make my cock so hard it hurts. I have wanted you for far too long. Since I met you I have only dreamt about you, holding you close, making love to you over and over. And so many things that if I tell you, you may freak out on me and never want to see me again."

  "Kiss me. Shut up and kiss me Trey."

  I love that I can feel her moisture and heat through my jeans. She has been wet for a while. Holy fuck can she kiss, her lips
so soft but demanding.

  "Trey, I can't do this. Stop please. I don't need you. Put me down. I have done good taking care of myself for the past three years."

  "Baby, when was the last time you had sex?"

  "That is none of your concern. I have all that I need in my nightstand. So please leave."

  Why did she have to lay across the bed on her stomach? Her towel is barely covering her up now. Her ass is so.... I just want to kiss it. Let me see what she uses to pleasure herself that she wants me to leave.

  "Is this why you want me to leave Jenny? So that you can fuck yourself with this?"

  "No, yes. I don't know. And stop going through my nightstand. What is in there is private."

  "If this is what you want to be fucked with, I can make it happen. Do you trust me enough to close your eyes and let me tie you up?"